10.24.2008

Should I feel like an asshole? You be the judge...

About a year ago I went on one date with a fellow; however, I was still trying to heal from the ex. I was crazy in love and not ready or willing to let go. You know how that goes sometimes. Heart doesn't listen to the brain. Plus, I wasn't particularly attracted to him, but I enjoyed his conversation/company. It ended with my telling him that I wasn't over the ex. It was the truth.

So about two months ago, he finds me on facebook and comes at me with awesome confidence. I agree to go out with him, we have fun. He started growing on me. I wasn't ravenously attracted to him, but he was growing on me.

Welp, the ex comes in on some, "allow me to reintroduce myself!" Being a solid dude, honestly trying to win my heart back...and I'm open to it.

So with that, I start to retract. But tonight I told old dude what's up. Why I haven't actively tried to hang out with him. He naturally sounds disappointed, but it's the truth, it's life...am I fugged up?

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