A bit of this, that and the other.

1. Kickball is awesome already. It is kind of awkward being the "only," one again. They expect me to be athletically inclined, which I kind of am. What I found the most random is that upon saying, Hello my name is SunFresh to this one gal, she responded, "you're so pretty." I was kind of like err uhhh...thank you. We had some random conversation on the meaning of names, and I said that I didn't know what my name meant. So today I see her and she smiles and says, "Rich, your name means rich...so what are you rich in?" It was kind of awkward in a thoughtful way. I kind of think that she's hitting on me, but then I might just be feeling myself too much.

2. Young Fellow. I'm falling back on it. I have a tendency to fall for a person very quickly, and then take a practical, thoughtful approach to a person. We get along really well and enjoy company, but as I listen to him, I hear a jaded, bitter person that has built up walls that I don't know if I can climb. . I can honestly say my ego/confidence takes a blow in regards to him. His first love was a model. I could sit here and say that I'm uber confident and sure of myself, but that'd be a cold-blooded lie. When you date, you don't necessarily want the next one to not be as attractive as the first. Our conversation led me to believe that he's waiting to find the model chic + my personality. Ummm. Ok. I'm not an ugly woman, and I get my due attention; however, unlike his ex, you won't see my face in advertisements at your local mall.